And protein powder/ personal training! WAAAH
I haven’t done Insanity in 3 days. My mama wants to do it with me today :( I’ve been really beating myself more than usual lately. I keep messing up. Idk how I’m going to last in Miami. I can’t purge around them. They don’t know that I do it. Fast food and restaurants for 3 days straight. I don’t want them to look at me funny for not eating. Idk what to do! I haven’t weighed myself lately but I know I no where near 140 pounds. I wanna cry.
Wahhhh I have so much extra fat on my body and I KNOW this takes time, but I’m eating so healthy and exercising and I just wish my body would reflect that soon.
I got my hair done but it’s too thin, so mama is gonna sew in more rows tomorrow. I still don’t have any silver heels to wear to my cousins prom tomorrow. I’m excited. When I first tried on the dress a few weeks ago I had rolls on my back that were hideous and made me really self conscious. Now I no longer have a fat back with rolls! Thanks to Insanity and trying to eat right. My whole back is open in the dress so I have to look good.
My bf came over last night and we started doing it on the couch then moved to my room. I didn’t cum cause I had to pee so bad but didn’t want him to stop so I just held it in. I shaved my cooch and his pubes irritated it cause they kept rubbing against it. Tmi but oh well. I love him so much. Sorry I’m not ready for a baby babe. Soon though.
I don’t think I’m going to lose 4.4 pounds by next Friday. 140 pounds for Miami would be nice. I still don’t have a job for when I move and I don’t have a car either. Hopefully everything just falls into place. K bye!
These Butter Toffee flavored almonds are so yummy! They taste like honey roasted cashews. I could eat these all the time!